Did I already say that? *-* And today we're just 14 months together! 14 months! Honey, I love you more than anything. Love you sooooo so so so so so soooo MUCH! Thanks for all those things you've doing for me. You're just... PERFECT! I wanna marry you, and... have kids with you (like... a dog. haha) and... BE WITH YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER! Thank you for loving me, supporting me, thank you for being with me all the time.
And...
I think I already have all that I always wanted: YOU.
(...) - ... so, how do you make Sangria? - Wine, sparkling water, fruits... - Ah... cool. - Yeah. - You really don't wanna talk to me, do you? - I'm talking to you. I'm answering all your questions, aren't I? Keep asking.
Have you ever felt like you could not stop sleeping? God! Okay, okay, okay I've always slept a lot. I LOVE to sleep. But as I'm now? I guess I'm amoeba, can only be that... Aaaall I want is sleep. T__T I guess I have to stick my finger in the socket to wake up. Or not.
Nway, I'm going to sleep now...
Ps.:You don't read my blog anymore but be aware that I love you. Very much. Plus plus. :)
"I... I used to make long speeches to you after you left. I used to talk to you all the time, even though I was alone. I walked around for months talking to you. Now I don't know what to say. It was easier when I just imagined you. I even imagined you talking back to me. We'd have long conversations, the two of us. It was almost like you were there. I could hear you, I could see you, smell you. I could hear your voice. Sometimes your voice would wake me up. It would wake me up in the middle of the night, just like you were in the room with me. Then... it slowly faded. I couldn't picture you anymore. I tried to talk out loud to you like I used to, but there was nothing there. I couldn't hear you. Then... I just gave it up. Everything stopped. You just... disappeared. And now I'm working here. I hear your voice all the time. Every man has your voice."
(Paris, Texas - 1984)
Nota:Esse post não tem nada a ver com o que eu passo no momento. Só gostei do discurso. :)
Sim, eu te amo. Muito. Demasiadamente. Imensuravelmente. Só desejava agora poder te beijar e fazer-te acreditar em tudo isso. Só um beijo...
Mesmo um beijinho de esquimó...
(só a pontinha dos narizes... :})
Ou quem sabe aqueles avassaladores... *-*
Qualquer contato, mesmo um toque nas mãos...
Quero sentir teu cheiro, sentir teu gosto. Quero ficar deitada na cama contigo jogando conversa fora (ou não). Na cama. Na areia. No gramado. Nos teus braços... Quero brincar de descobrir desenhos em nuvens. Quero mexer no teu cabelo. Quero te chatear. Quero fazer-te cócegas. Quero cinema. Quero comboio. Quero gelado. Quero até um gato. Quero teus dedos cruzando-se com os meus... Quero dormir contigo e acordar sem medo de tudo isso ser um sonho... Quero tantas coisas... Mas o principal é que eu quero te mostrar o amor que sinto por ti. Amor esse que não cabe mais em mim de tão grande que é (acho que é por isso que eu engordei um pouco. haha). Quero mostrar-te meu amor... Amor que não pode ser traduzido em palavras, só em sensações...